It happens all the time. You’re
talking to someone. Someone who possibly likes you but you blow them off. You
try not to overwhelm yourself with the idea that this person is interested.
My relationships are kind of like
my inability to be close and personal in my posts. It’s too much work to dig
deep. Even my horoscope says that I am impersonal and unemotional.
But if feels like the last couple
of days have been anything up unemotional. I find myself liking and hating the
same person multiple times a day. My psychology professor said that love (not
that I am in love) is the loss of rational thought. It’s always easy to give
relationship advice to others but when you yourself are in that predicament it
is hard to think straight. The people that I use to make fun of somehow don’t seem
so stupid to me. When it comes to dealing with someone you care about it
becomes hard to understand that person and understand what it is exactly that
your are feeling about them.
What if we are just meant to be
friends? What if I opened up a bit more? But what if I do open up and find out
that I wasn’t into him all along?
It could be a transitory attraction.
A feeling that I can move past.
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